Drunk, But Not Sad... Am I Somewhat Happy?
I've made progress I think. Drinking just to drink is no longer appealing. Waking up and feeling "anticipation" of what the day may bring, has trumped the feeling of "I feel so bad, I need a shot to make my head stop ringing".
Yes, I have been drinking, but instead of taking it to another level (which I have done countless times), I'm content with having a good nights sleep and waking up without feeling like I've been punched in the face by strangers :)
1 comment:
Good on you for reducing the amount! I'm reading your blog to try and see into my husband's mind, who does manage to hold down a job. But alcohol has cut him off from everyone bar me.
I see a lot of addiction (including obesity and shopaholism when you have no money!) as trauma related. All kinds.
Anyway, stick with feeling better about yourself. It's a great feeling!
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