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Monday, February 15, 2010

Sometimes Its Hard!

Hey everyone! I've been off smokes for a full week now... Not even concerned about them! woohoo... I will never smoke again.. once you have that in your mind, its not even stressfull cuz your not giving anything up!!..

Obviously, I have changed focus over this past week.. My ex was a $^%& tonight.. I learned a lot though.. She was ready to throw in her chips and smoke n be merry.... Never let weak people back into your life! People should uplift you.. They should lift you to a higher realm... If they can't do that, then, well......

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Glad to hear you are the smokes. Yes indeed they are bad for the health. So is alcohol abuse. Bet you didn't think of that did you?

Anonymous said...

Its odd to me that you would not let weak people back in your life. Some of my most precious moments in life is watching weak people get strong. I hope people dont shut you out if you are going thru a weak moment or time.

Lisa said...

I couldnt help but notice that you removed my comment made regarding your latest entry. It is very sad that you can smear me on your post but not be strong enuf to handle the rebuttle and what its actually like to have a practicing alcoholic in your life. Its ashame this site is just a blog for you to enter your drunken dribble that comes out of you when you get home from the bar, and not an actual site that gives a reader the full scope of what you go thru as a practicing alcoholic.
Why dont you post entries when you wake up at 3pm the next day feeling like crap. Why dont you talk about the panic you feel when you let your college work go three or four days behind because you spent the last three or four nights on a barstool?
But to actually delete posted comments on your site because you didnt like what it said, to me, is being weak and scared. And your last post says not to let weak people back in your life. Hmmmm........

mastershops said...

Lisa, this blog isn't about an ex girlfriend coming on here to blast me.. This is a diary into my soul.. Yes, sometimes it can appear like drunken ramblings. Because it is sometimes! I deleted your comments because it brought nothing to the table. You hate me, I'm horrible, I'm slime.. Ok... I summed up your five paragraphs in a sentence. This blog isn't about you, or unhealthy past relationships (although it would give me an endless amount of writing material)..

P.S. I have gotten straight A's in college thank you and have never turned in an assignment late. Do you think it's a secret to anyone that has read my posts that I have sat on bar stools, when I should have been out doing more productive things?

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