Have You Ever? Drunk Blog

Have You Ever?

Have you ever questioned why you were born? Maybe contemplate why you were meant to be on this Earth?

Have you ever been in a bar (I'm good at this one!) and feel the pain of people that you don't even know?

Have you ever taken a moment... A pause.... to really try to relate in your mind to what a stranger maybe experiencing inside their heart?  Have you ever stopped to lay down your inner selfish defense system to think.... well..... just to think?

I apologize to the few people that have taken the time out of their day to read my blog and then I post gibberish.  I realize that there is no incentive to read about some drunk. (other than maybe reaffirming your decision not to drink anymore!). I thank some of you that have sent me kind and uplifting messages. I thank everyone who has sent me (in my goofy mind) critical and aggressively cruel messages.  They have all been positive in my mind..

Have you EVER? Maybe just for a moment?  Probably.......  Ya, me too ;)

I think that my mind is moving in the right direction..  I think that prayers are being answered.  I think that I don't know as much as I think I do sometimes.  I think that a sunrise is pretty, but every one that I've seen for years has been when I was drunk and really couldn't appreciate the beauty :)  I think, I'm going to lay down and dream of the inner happiness that will fulfill me someday soon :) Thanks friends.  G-Nite.