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Sunday, April 3, 2011

I'm So Close To Quitting Drinking

I'm not an expert on "quitting drinking" because I never have (on a permanent bases.. Only reprieves.) .. I do know the signs of someone truly wanting to quit an addiction.. I quit smoking on February 6th, 2010..... ( I love and hate that Feb 6) date.. I was sent to prison on Feb 6 (in years prior) and also chose that was my quitting date of smokes years later.

When I was having a hard time quitting smoking, it was always because my heart wasn't in it.  Once, it was there it was EASY!  I'm hoping  that it will be easy to stop drinking, but I don't think that it will.  I love to drink, and I never loved to smoke.  I smoked for 20 years, but never did I love a cigarette. Even during the pinnacle of my "smokage"...

What am I to do? I wont touch a beer for the next two days. I will be craving a beer come Tuesday....  My cravings for a beer will be severe..  I'll be ready to party! Sorry....Sorry.  I'll say one more time...., I'm sorry..  Disappointing anyone who has every taken an interest in me, my life, my plight, etc....  you are special to me. Lets get better! :) So close to quitting drinking? Nah. not today...

Quitting drinking sounds horrible.. Someone, please tell me how this would be a good thing? Alcohols has been my friend and enemy...

4 comments:

cynthia said...

You haven't had enough Pain yet ... but it 's waiting patiently for you , you just haven"t hit your bottom yet , the day will come if your lucky enough and graced enough that you can"t imagine Life with or without one ,

mastershops said...

I must be a glutton for punishment.. Not drinking today though! :)

Anonymous said...

I've recently found your blog after my 5th relapse since last June when I first sought help and 3rd since a home detox in December. I reset the counter to zero on Tuesday. All I can say is be strong and I wish you well.

mastershops said...

Thanks and good luck to you as well. It can be a roller coaster ride. That is one thing that I am certain of!

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