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Sunday, January 24, 2010

I am close to dying

I want to choose life. I yearn to wake up and smile. I'll be dead or alive soon. I'm going to try and stay alive. It will be hard, but I will try. This is stupid... I choose life. I miss the days of appreciating the sun, the earth, and just being able to function and meet those that enjoy my company. I'm going to try. The odds are against me, but fuck it. I want to live! I will try


Anonymous said...

Hang in there. I'm going thru the same thing. Hadn't really drank since last Thursday except for 2 beers last night(I don't count them even). A far cry from a litre of Bourbon a night, every night. I know it's time to stop....It's hard, and I know I won't do it overnight. You gotta try's all we can do.


mastershops said...

Thanks my friend. I wish you comfort. I don't know who you are, what state or what country you happen to live in, but I still consider your a brother (or sister). I understand, and you will overcome. Email me and we will talk.

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