It has been so hard to write lately. I hope everyone understands and doesn't think that I'm totally inept.. It's been rough, but I can see pretty days on the horizon! I think I can almost smile again! Whew.... I was was worried, and sad.
Withdrawal of cigs? Thats easy as Hell!! Nicotene withdrawals are painless! Ever had stomach cramps from withdrawal from a smoke? Nope. It's in your head my friend :) Nicotene pangs arent physically painful! I promise!
Withdrawal of alcohol? Yep, I suffer from this. I have always been a happy drunk.. The thought of not listening to music that touches my heart, saddens me... I'm not sure I will ever be able to.. It would feel like I died inside a lil bit.
Yet, you know what? that is psychological! I associate a great song with a beer. I associate a song, with a memory! I associate songs that make me cry, hug, fight, and question my own being and spirit!
I lost myself for awhile my friends. Still lost and walking blind down the dark hallway, but sliding my hands down the walls until it stops and meets the end. Walking blind, but smiling that along the way ....welll..... I dunno... :)
Not afraid to fall down..
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Saturday, February 20, 2010
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